it aches a little

it aches my heart
of something
and someone
of how i long
not to get pretend
around anyone
i miss how it
smells like home
of how the sun
kisses my shadow

until then, i would
stare up every night
to wait for the stars
and maybe, maybe
i could find them there
waving, shining, smiling
and wishing i could
just walk right into them